Happy day to all. Well my job is ending. My boss got a job in New York and she is selling her business here. I hate looking for a job. Oh well it is part of life but I still dont like it. The holidays were ok. Bliss turned 21, oh my I cant believe it. and my baby is not a baby any more he is 18. This is a great time, but sorta makes me sad to in away, seeing them grow up so fast. But its a good thing too.Well love to all. Keep you eyes and hearts with God. He will lead where you need to go.

Lisa

Well happy day to all. My youngest son is now 18 and the twins are 19 and now Bliss is turning 21. Oh my where has all the time gone. Bliss is going on a ski vacation. No more babies, just all grown up adults now. What will I do with my next phase of my life. I dont know yet but I look forward to the changes that will come. They all have beautiful dreams for themselves. I anticipate the time to come and watch them reash for their dreams. I know they will all do so well. I have so much I have wanted to do my self but now dont know where to begin. Oh well, Love to all. Keep your eyes and heart on God and listen to him. Be strong and have faith that you are NEVER alone.

Love Lisa

Happy day to all. I have not written in a long time. However I have been reading all of the xanga's I have gotten. I just have not been able to respond due to many different things going on in my life. My thoughts and prayers have been with all of you. I hope some of the things that have been going on your lives have gotten better. Remember to have faith. Dont dwell on the issues. Just give it to God and let him work. Many times in our lives we give it to God and get impatient and try to take it back with out even realizing it. Then things just get worse. Because we are not going on faith that God is in control. No matter what we think or feel, God truley knows best. Even if we dont like the answer or the way he handles things. He is right and just. Faith is all we need. I love you all very much and I will try to do better about writing.

Love Lisa

Well Gerald and I got re-married on 9-27. Our 20th anniversarry. All of the kids were there. Bliss was the loudest of course. I sure hope they were tears of happiness. The ceremoney was awesome. And lunch after was very good. It was just a great day. Well I have a quilt to finish and I am very tired so I guess I better get to work and then to bed.

Love to all.

Lisa

9-23-2005

My children are

 Bliss, 3rd year student at UMHB.  Twins, Kalin and Killian 1st year student's at TCCNW campus.  Blain a senior at KHS.

My kids have known hard times and great times. We have lost everything and have had  to start over more than once. I always felt so bad about not being able to do better. But I look at my kids and see the  beautiful people they are and  I see how God used the trials and strife in our life for the good. I (we) their father (Gerald) and I could not be more proud of our children. They are all wonderful people and We are so blessed that God choose us to be there parents. I have had the honor to watch them grow into young adults and amazing people. They all have special gifts and are finding there own way in life and discovering the way to use them as God would have them do. We have all had our trials, and share of hard times. But I feel blessed that they have grown from these times. We have had more than our share of blessing as well. I guess I can say my life is complete with my children and now Gerald and I are getting remarried on our  20th anniversary. All four children are going to be there with us. What more could I ask for.  I cant wait for the next 20 years. To grow old with Gerald. Watch my children finish school, start their own family's and be a grandmother. We all wonder at some point in life "why am i here". I know the reason for me. With all my faults and mistakes and regrets. I am here to be loved by the four most wonderful children in the world. No one has ever loved me they way they have. They laugh with me, (and laugh at me sometimes, HEHE) they cry with me they are true and faithful. They all four  have the courage to follow their dreams. They have the faith to love blindly. And they have strength to get back up when life knocks them down.. I cannot express my gratefullness to all of my kids for loving me. I cannot imagine my life with out them.

Thank you Lord for sending me the greatest blessing that you could.

Bliss Lizette, Kalin Michael, Killian Michael, and Blain Ryan.

Lisa,